Feeling good but, ...

I don't know. I am eating really good today and am still motivated but, I am at a point today where I contemplate how much I really have to lose. I was laying out in the sun in a bikini (privately) and I look down and just see all the pudge and get frustrated. But writing here helps. I know that I need to be excited about what I have done and not what I haven't done. I do need to focus on the positive, this pudge will eventually come off if I am diligent, and I am. I am going to continue with this for as long as it takes, even if it is longer than the timeline in my head.