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So today I officially weighed 148, blech as I have been down to 135. So, I basically need to lose 13 lbs again and then start my new journey to lose 10 more lbs and get down to 125. The difference between this time and the other times I have gained weight is 1) I am not just giving up because I have been screwing up, and just continue to screw up. That would put me in a much darker place. 2) I know that I can do it! 3) I know what being skinnier feels like and I love it and want to be and stay there. So, I plan to be 135 by the end of the week so, Dec 5th. That gives me almost 1 full week to lose 10-13 lbs. A big order but, I am confident that I can do it. Then I am giving myself till Dec 24 to lose the other 10. I think it will be harder to lose that last 10. So positive that I can do it though! I have a meeting to go to on the 25th and I want to be a knockout! There are specific people that I want to flaunt to. Yes, I am a little vain...