I ate

Amazingly good yesterday! Around 900 cal's and 2 carbs. And what is the verdict this morning? Down to 144. Happy? Well, happy I am not in the 150's! I will be very happy when I am 10 lbs lighter than this but, it's a start. Ugh, 4 days into the new year and I still have not exercised!

Looked At

some races but, have made no commitment to one yet. I did find some trails to train on near my home though, that was cool. I have eaten really great today, proud of myself especially after stuffing myself for over a week. Tonight or tomorrow back in the 140's! No, I am not excited about that but, have to be happier over that than being even bigger into the 150's right? So, I am thinking I want to be at my goal weight by Jan 29th. The reason is, I want to have a family photo taken. I have been married almost 13 years and my son will be 3 and we have never had a family photo as of yet. Not just me and my hubby and not the three of us. I think it is time.

I don't even want to

go into what I have been doing for more than a week. Eating and eating and eating, oh and drinking. My sister whom I had not seen in 9 years came to visit. It was a great visit and I met her new hubby and we went out to eat a lot! I thought, oh I will just get it all back off when they leave which was last Thursday evening. I ate excellent on Friday and lost 2 lbs. Then my hubby made waffles Saturday morning and it was all downhill from there. Candy, drinks, crackers, cheese. Then Sunday we went to lunch with friends and I just kept on-a-eatin'. And what did I weigh this morning? A whopping 151!!! Ugh, how sick is that? I can go from 137 to 151 in a little over a week! Well, it is a new year! I am on a new venture to of course now lose the weight once again and now to get toned! I know that if I can lose over 50 lbs that I can get what I have left-over into shape! My newest goal is 125-128 and to get toned!!! I really want to train for a 5k! I have been saying that forever! When am I just going to do it??? I will look into it today and letcha know.