Monday, April 11, 2011
So
I would love to tell you that I have just been kicking ass on my eating plan and have lost "x" about of lbs but, I can't. I have been eating for shit and am feeling the effects. I am 156 this morning, I have a headache, I am bloated & do not feel very well. Ugh, why am I such a loser right now? Last year around this time, I was obsessed & nothing was stopping me! I have got to find my motivation again. Fitting in to everything & hearing "you are so skinny" gets old for me. I need something motivating that is not from an outside source, I think.