Yes

I am here again, thank you for asking. Where you ask? Oh, only spiraling downward into an abyss of deep dark hatred and fat. Obese/Abyss hmmmmmmm. Ate terrible for the last 4 days and I really cannot tell you why or myself why. I just know that I feel outta control with eating and drinking. I know we are already 10 days into 2011 but I do have a resolution of a healthier me. Not so much to drink and much better foods. I need to do this for MY happiness and also the health and happiness of my family because when mama ain't happy, no one else seems to be, lol. I really, really want to become more of a runner, and I am not really sure what is holding me back except myself and laziness.
Well, I am going to be accountable by telling you that I am back up to 150.0 on the dot. I mean, I know that I can do it, that is not the problem. But, it pisses me off that I have to re-lose and I lose motivation, not lbs. Ugh