Really Wish

that I had a friend that could relate to me & vise versa on subjects of weight loss & family. Another mom who wants to be a "hot mom" someone her husband/boyfriend and kid can be really proud of.

Today

I have to figure out at least a week of exercise for myself and how I am going to incorporate that in. I want to train for a 5k, and use my equipment at home. I am starting Jan 1st (cliche, cliche) but I am pretty dang good at sticking to things now so I am not worried about blowing it. Maybe I will start out with treadmill in morning before anyone is up, and Jillian Michael's 30 day shred. Yeah, that sounds like a plan! That actually takes care of 30 days and whatever else I want to add in there during the month. Summer, bikini, here I come!!!

Surprised!

About my weight today. I basically woke up thinking that I was going to weigh 153/154 because I drank some alcoholic egg nog last night, cookie dough ice cream, cookie dough, chips & sour cream and half a tamale. I feel huge this morning, and I am... but not as bad as I thought -148-. I can deal with 148 a lot better than 154! Only 10 lbs and I will be back in the 130's. Having family pictures taken at the end of the month, so I want to be skinny. I will be skinnier -128-