Ate

pretty darn good today. 5 carbs and right about at 1000 cal's. I was down to 152 this morning, that was a plus but, I have a long ways to go!

So

I would love to tell you that I have just been kicking ass on my eating plan and have lost "x" about of lbs but, I can't. I have been eating for shit and am feeling the effects. I am 156 this morning, I have a headache, I am bloated & do not feel very well. Ugh, why am I such a loser right now? Last year around this time, I was obsessed & nothing was stopping me! I have got to find my motivation again. Fitting in to everything & hearing "you are so skinny" gets old for me. I need something motivating that is not from an outside source, I think.

Have

eaten pretty good the last couple of days but the few days before that, I did not. I was at 154 this morning (icky) I have had 777 cal's today and 12.5 carbs.